I've been crying for so long
and writing so many songs
but no one gets it

I've been feeling so much pain
so I put it in a painting
but no one gets it

And I've been screaming for some help
ill write it in a letter
but they never get the point

SO NO I DON'T FEEL BETTER

These feelings that I have I do not want to hide them
But I am really not okay by the way

but they think, lets just ignore the tears
maybe tomorrow she will smile 
and after all these years
I am still calling out for open ears

AFTER ALL THESE YEARS

I am still very much so idle.

Or maybe it's me
maybe its the things I do,
they do not translate to how you want them to
Listening is not what you want to do
So NAJAH BE CONSIDERATE

If I jumped off a building
would I be wrong
or drown myself with my broken song
Paint a picture with my blood
or tape a letter to my casket

IF I SCREAMED OFF A CLIFF 

Would you finally get it?