I'm smiling for you,

I'm smiling for us,So you know I'm trying to get through,So this love doesn't just become lust,What a terrible person I must be,To have what she wants,But not be able to see,Happiness points-laughs, and taunts,I walk around smiling,When I just want to cry,Because complaints keep on piling,Worrying me this love may die,Don't let this push us to our end,I still love you-only more,One day I hope this will mend,and happiness will knock again on my door.