I'm slowly going insane I hate when we fight The pain comes back all at once I can't take it anymoreSo I just take it let the pain wash over meLet the past come back to finish me offAll I see it black and whiteThe world looses its colorSlowly I start to realize I don't feel anything towards anything or anyone The happy child I once was is slowly being eaten by the darknessThere's so much color around me but why do I only see black and white I try to smile to convince others I'm ok but I don't even believe the lieI tell ppl I'm tired when they see how red my eyes areBut they know I cry myself to sleep at nightI see you and get happy you are the reason for my pain but also the reason I smile Both reasons are because of youYou make my wildest dreams come trueBut you also make my nightmares a reality I try to fight it I try not to cause fights I want to stay in this dream not fall into the dark abyss into a nightmare Stay by my side and I'll be fine Leave and I start to loose my mindMy world is around you if you leave I'll just keep falling no where to go no one to turn toI lost all my friendsI hardly talk to family Your all I have left Please don't ever leave meI'm slowly going insane