Have you ever felt,
Like you're not in control,
Like you cant say yes,
Or you cant say no?

Like someone's got your hands,
Tied behind your back,
Like your a pupet on strings,
And you cant do jack?

I know how this feels,
Ive gone through this too,
You might think its in your head,
But trust me its true

This is not me,
I'm not in control,
And i dont want to be,
A fucking asshole

Someone holds my strings,
Yet I have never seen,
What they look like,
Or why there so damn mean.

This is why i do drugs,
This is why i like to drink,
To escape the pain,
So i dont have to think.

To get rid of the voices,
Inside of my head,
To be close my eyes,
And go to bed.

So I let go,
I don't put up a fuss,
I don't fight back,
I just give up.

They can have all control,
Because I've lost hope,
I'm done trying,
Now give me the rope.