i am still on my way to forgiving you
i will have to at some point in my life or
i will start becoming a person who
i could never had wanted to be before
i am still very sad at what had happened,
i will have to forget what you did to me.
and i hope you know what you have taken,
because when in my room i still cry and plea.
in my heart i still love and care about you,
i still love to see you smile, laugh, and play.
but not in the way one might think i do.
the way i need to see you is in Gods way.
i have to find the way that He loves you too,
cause i'm still on my way to forgiving you.