It feels familiar but I tell myself it's different,

The actions are the same and I replay it all in my head,

Pain external masks that which breaks me internal,

Crimson never looked so good on me until now,

And the tears that fall are not from this hurt and that maybe a problem,

But when it hurts most inside you just want the outside to match,

So now I feel like I have a reason to cry and I don't have to lie,

Just know that if you ask I will always say the same thing,

I'm Fine.