I'm a dissapointment
I want to be crying
Its as if I'm dying
IM becoming a disappointment
Where have I went
Falling into the dark side
Something I couldn't hide
There's life beyond it
Yet I can't face it
My biggest fear has became real
never has it been a big deal
My head is hurting
My head is pounding
there is no thought
I have been caught
Stranded in my own head
All I can do is be in my bed
Yet there's a twist to this tale
After knowing I have failed
There's a smirk I can see
The person isn't me
She was locked but now set free
To be
Everything I'm not
The person I once fought
The irony in life
Is a much bigger knife
Why can't sweet death come
And take where this misery come from
I want to be crying
Being a disappointment is worse than dying.