Distinguishing whether this epidemic that courses through my life is a way to free myself or a way to conserve and avoid any further damage that has been the cause of the portal of human being infestation that makes me rot away until I can no longer hold on to the existing present time. And I will forever more battle myself on the way to choose my path but I try to vow to my heart to stay true to myself but promise my mind to be honest and logical of my actions. But flowers bloom and enjoy the moment. And everyone dies in the end. Everything repeats itself, everything is infinite. Change isn't something you can avoid, it happens everyday as time passes by. Nothing goes backward and everything movs forward.