I'll send you my apologies now,
In letter form, so I can be
Oblivious. Instead I'll write my heart.
First, I will send one for my brooding spirit.
Many nights will you stay up worrying at my
And for my selfish nature, which,
Really, is the root of all my evil.
I just hope you demand your way.
I will be a good mother to Jason, Anto(nia),
And Rosie, as I suggested, but we discussed,
Because I feel like it.
Hopefully that is more often than not.
Hopefully I can change for the better.
Hopefully your bottomless patience can hold out.
And then my words. I know they are
Powerful, yet I am most careless
With the ones I love the most.
So I'll send you my apologies now,
In letter form, because I know
A heart like yours should never be bound to me.
My selfshness shines through again
On this day of holy binding,
But I'll have eyes for none but you.