If Only

 

 If only you knew

How much it hurt

 

If only you knew

How much I cried 

 

If only you knew 

How much I tried

 

If only you knew.

What you did 

To me deep down inside 

 

Things will be different

If only!

 

If only you knew 

How many times

I tried to hide

 

If only you knew 

How much I miss you 

 

If only you knew 

How much I needed you 

 

But you just lied

And let me die 

From my mind 

Eating me alive!