iced
snow queen
iced and blue
my heart is hurting
dripping icicles
pause
refreeze.
what kind of love is this?
fuck.
fuck the kind of love
that doesn’t bring you peace.
fuck the kind of love that
let’s you wither as it blooms.
fuck the kind of love that
engulfs you in waves of self-hate.
fuck the kind of love that promises
and promises
and promises
and promises.
a vessel of barrenness.