I Would Love to Say, But I Can't Say

I would love to say to my teacher how angry she makes me,


But can't say to avoid hurting feelings,


I would love to say to my teacher that she's an a** whole,


But can't say to avoid making her cry,


I would love to say to my teacher how much she stress me for no reason, Her belly increases while she makes everyones grade decrease, but something I can't tell her is that, she's ugly and different. 


I don't understand why teachers waste time giving assignments that they're not going to grade, read, or even take a small peek. Something I can't tell her is that she's a B**ch. A b**ch for waisting my time on something I've worked hard for to make my grades better than what they are. 


When I'm boorish with her she'll say "I'm going to call your mother", I can't curse her out but I would love to.


I would love to describe my teachers on how bad she looks, make fun of her voice or accents with my friends, make bad recommendations so that she can get expelled but then I remind myself that "Teaching" is the only job she has.


Somehow I remind myself that I would love to say, But I can't say.


You can't tell teachers that they are your favorite teacher because they would know everything about you and then tell other students or teachers.


You can't tell teachers what you want to do with your life because they'll tell you that you should achieve something else that they would consider "better".


You can't tell teachers that you want to be like them because this generation was meant to be BETTER.


I would love to say to teachers the things I say when I insult a classmate for bothering me, but I remind myself that I can't say.


I can't say because I'm respectful, believe it or not, but sometimes the truth hurts and the truth is something most of us need to listen to, but most of all, pay attention to.


I can't say because I'm so honest that I'll probably make an adult cry/upset for the whole day.


I would love to say, But can't say.


I would love to say the things I want to speak of when it comes to church, but I can't say because school  avoids students to  speak of religion, I can't say because they'll come up with an excuse of "I'm not allowed to talk about this topic". I would love to say "why do you have a teaching degree when you don't have the answers to my questions?", the next thing that happens is that the teacher, changes the subject.


I would love to say to my teacher "Why do you curse and expect us to be respectful"? But I can't say in order to avoid problems, or speaking up is something I should do?.


I would love to tell the principal that the basketball coach physically abuses of those who are in the team. But I can't say because others are afraid.


I would love to say to most of my teachers that I'll become better than them, I'll prove them wrong based of the negative comments that they've made about me, and when I prove them wrong they are going to want to be my friend. But I remind myself, I would love to say, but can't say. I let go and let God have his ways of me living life.


I would love to say, but can't say....

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