I wish
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I can almost feel your soft cafe-latte skin
in mine.
Your wavy hair a black cascade of flowers.
I think about kissing you
and caressing your body.
I think about purposely running into you
just so I can touch you.
I call you honey,
I am your love.
I daydream about us being alone kissing
and loving each other.
Do you dream about me?
I dream about you
and your smile
and your way of being
and the way you walk.
I am in love with you.
Are you in love with me?
I can tell you are not in love with me.
I can tell you don’t want me.
Maybe you do,
but you are afraid of hurting.
You know I have to leave soon.
So, I wish and hope that you like someone else
or maybe fall in love with someone other than me
so I can have a reason to feel so sad.
I wish you'd left me for someone else.
I wish you were straight
so I’d get over my feelings
because it’d be useless too keep trying.
But you led me on.
You let me taste your lips
and feel your hair between my finguers.
You led me on.
I wish I wasn't hurt
and could accept that
you just didn't want me.
But you let me fall for you.
So I wish you were straight
and you liked guys
so I could easily give up.
I wish you left me for someone else
and not just to be with yourself.
I wish you left me
because you were in love with someone else.
I wish there was another reason
except the one you gave me.