I think of you always. how you came to me. unexpected. not expected at all, really. a pefect match. in an instant you saved me. and we grew together, you and I. sometimes, in the beginning, I would forget you were there. you melted ever so gently into my life. embedded so naturally.
I think of you always. days of realization. of hatred. of finally seeing you for what you truly were. foregin. a parasite. you had to go. if you go, I go. and that's ok. I wanted to cut you out. tear you out. no matter what. and drift away with you. that was the only way. so I began to destroy myself. because of you.
I think of you always. of how you always find a way to stay with me. loyal and strong. You destroy me more with each day. each day you rip a new bit away. of. me. so. slowly. first my legs. second my feet. lastly my mind. you overwhelm my whole body until. there is nothing.
I think of you always. each pill I feed you keeps us together. you continue to beat for me. you will never stop. you will never stop me. I get up. I create. because of you. thanks to you. I have story. new eyes. better reasons to keep going. to push harder.
you are my heart, and I will think of you always.
- dedicated to my heart that has been with me since October 23, 1992.
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