My heart aches for his touch
The one I never felt
For his words
The ones I got to read
For his voice
That sweet angelic sound
He's like a drug
Addicting
No matter how long I'm clean
I still want him
I wish he was still here
Because, damn, I miss him
I love him
I let him go
Thinking it was the right thing
It would stop his pain
The one I caused
Fuck, it hurts
If I could go back
I would
But would he go back?
I'm a selfish creature
I'd keep him anyday
Despite what others would say
Just to be able to spend
One last day with him
Even just as friends