i should of known
Her smile used to light up the room
now it's all doom and gloom
she used to wear short shirts
now it's all long jumpers and flowy skirts
i should of knew something was wrong
when she didn't turn up that day
sometimes i just wish
i could of known was was wrong
and why she thought that was the only way
i should of done something i should of known she was hurting
and now 6ft down she lay
all because i never cared to ask what was wrong
I just watched her slowly waste away.
The funeral was the next sunday
She was put in a short sleeve dress the guests dressed in their best clothes
Why had it come to this i still think to this day.
everyone was just looking at her wishing she would just awake,
hoping it was all a dream and not the reality
of a 13 year old girl
taking her life before her birthday.