I Need Help

Alone in this room, walls are spinning
Dark side of my conscience is looking at me, grinning
I remembered that this would be the special day
Where all my worries will finally go away
Haha this is it, it'll be almost over now
One squeeze and then it'll all be finished: BLOW
A part of me thought it wouldn't get this far
But now I know Its the only way to conclude this war
I can't be sober, so I put the liquor to my head
Ok gun cocked into position; I'm almost dead
How rude of me, I know what I should do before I go
And that's to make sure I inform everyone that I know

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[I need help
From myself
I can't escape
My own version of hell
The pain won't escape
And it's easy to tell
I need help, I need help..........]
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Ok, finished, everyone is now informed
I better hurry before they start rushing to my dorm
Oh, now everyone's texting, NOW YOU'RE WORRIED!!!
This only makes me madder, it raises my fury
Where were you when I needed you, you took me as a joke
But now that I'm forreal all of a sudden you're all awoke
Well sorry to inform you, you're all too late
With this object in my hand I can conceal my fate
Wow, a lot of people calling me, didn't know they cared
Damn it, why are you so late; this isn't fair
No, don't back out now; don't be insecure
Cause life is just a fatal disease without any cure
Ok, gun back into position, finger on the trigger
My heart rate increases and my pupils dilate bigger
As my life flashes before my eyes, it gets easier to tell
I drop the gun on the floor and scream I NEED HELP!!!!!
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[I need help
From myself
I can't escape
My own version of hell
The pain won't escape
And it's easy to tell
I NEED HELP, I NEED HELP......]

This poem is about: 
Our world

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