i love you still
i love you so much and i want you to know that
ill never stop loving you as long as i know you
no matter how horrible you are to me and
no matter how many times you break my heart and shatter me
ill always love you because you
were my first love and my first heartbreak and
you were the first to get in and walk out so
you get that special little memorial
the plaque by the door to the sealed off room
that is the part of my heart that i can never
offer up to anyone else, that no one can take from you because
even if you dont know or care or want,
its yours.
and that part will never quite heal to be the
same as it was before the fires and earthquakes and
floods of tears that ruined my heart because
it was hit first and the hardest and
died from the inside out, burned alive
and it will never heal.
its yours, it loves you
i love you still