I Know How It Feels

Tue, 06/25/2013 - 23:00 -- Ruptiv

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I FEEL YOUR PAIN....I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO FEEL LIKE NOBODY LOVES YOU OR CARES ABOUT YOU...I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO HAVE NOTHING...HAVING NOTHING MAKES YOU TURN AGAINST YOUR FRIENDS AND LOVED ONES...I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO WANT TO KILL YOURSELF BUT DEEP INSIDE YOUR HEART IS SCREAMING I WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE ME...I KNOW HOW IT FEEL TO BE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE AND FEEL LIKE THEY ARE AGAINST YOU YET YOU FEEL THEY ARE NOT...I KNOW HOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE ALONE...SO ALONE THAT EVERYTHING AROUND YOU IS BLACK...YOU GO INTO A DEFENSE MODE AND EVERYTHING SOMEONE SAYS OR FEELS ABOUT YOU OR DOES TO YOU, YOUR ALWAYS READY TO RETALIATE TO PROTECT YOURSELF...I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE ON GUARD AND NEVER TRUST NOBODY AS FAR AS YOU CAN TROW THEM...I ALSO KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO KNOW YOUR WRONG BUT CANT ADMIT IT SO YOU GET MAD AND POINT FINGERS AND JUSTIFY YOUR ACTIONS...I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE SO CONFUSED ABOUT THINGS THAT YOU DONT KNOW WHICH WAY TO GO...YOU THINK YOU GOT IT AND THEN YOU FALL AGAIN...I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO KEEP FALLING OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR NOT GOING NOWHERE SO YOU WANT TO GIVE UP...I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO FEEL LIKE SOMEONE REALLY DOESNT LOVE YOU BUT YOUR NOT SURE SO YOU WAIT...YOU WAIT TO CATCH THEM UP...YOU ACCUSE THEM FALSLY AND BRING THEM DOWN BECAUSE YOU LOVE THEM SO MUCH THAT YOU DONT WANT THEM TO HURT YOU....I TRULY UNDERSTAND HOW IT FEELS...BUT I KNOW FOR SURE BABY.....THAT I LOVED YOU WITH EVERYTHING I HAD....AND I ALWAYS WILL....

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Grant-Grey Porter Hawk Guda

Powerfully expressed! Truly powerful! Keep sharing keep sharing! The world needs your expression! Keep sharing your life your mind your heart! 

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