I Hope I Bleed
I searched for a meaning
inside the vault of loneliness
where wary souls were screaming
evolving your name's lament.
Grazed and disfigured,
the hand that you held the most
Touching my absence,
I wonder if you will do the same.
Dry runs and perils,
spirits that haul the grave
because every last second
was yours to fill the place.
I will mind my manners,
my exits and revolts
the crazy touch of anguish
calling you through the door.
Loss like a prison
I could not find you between the walls
not a sign of your feeling
nor the kiss that I used to have.
Ghostly and eidolic
the golden chambers of your greatest fall
defeating the cold vow
of a hellish welcome in the afterlife.
A dusty embrace has been born
a rusty despair of a newborn night
like an expiation, a shower of love
will crumble the archers that Cupid could not stole.
In love I have fallen,
in love of your subtle choir
consuming reaction
from me to your lonely world.
The corroding tome of agony
all used like a sprinkled seed
sad news of an insane philosophy
the hour when you had to leave.