I Hate You
I hate you so much.
You may walk in the same shoes as I do,
talk the same words as I do.
But your not me.
Your scared, depressed, anxious, angry.
Everything that I strive not to be.
I wish you would leave me alone.
I wish you would just go away.
I say this, as if I am completely innocent.
I say this as to say that I have done nothing wrong.
I say this in order to make myself perfect.
And blame all my problems on you.
Which couldn't be farther from the truth.
I hate you, because you are me.
You are everything I hate about me.
I'm scared, depressed, anxious, angry.
I wish, I knew how to help you.
I wish, I knew what you wanted from me.
I don't understand you.
I don't understand me.
I wish, I knew how to help me.
I wish, I knew what I want.
But I don't.
Because even though you are:
Scared, depressed, anxious, angry.
You still walk in the same shoes I do.
Talk the same words I do.
Go through the same struggles as I do.
You are still me.
I don't want to hate you.
I don't want to hate me.