I hate that I  dream of you

I hate that I still dream you’ll choose me 

I hate that when I drink all I see clearly is your face 

I hate that when I close my eyes I can still taste your lips on mine 

 

Because you don’t see me. 

You don’t miss me.

 

Why can’t you do what you promised? 

Why can’t you follow your word?

 

I HATE YOU !! 

I hate I  follow your word 

you say in January, February to December ,month after month  

“No one will come between us” 

“It’s just you and me” 

 

Lair! You don’t mean it 

Big surprise, I believed you again! 

 

You say you love me 

What is love to you!? 

What is real love to you because I don’t feel it 

 

I crave you , but you don’t crave me 

How can I crave someone who doesn’t choose me?  

 

Love is a cruel trick of fate 

All the empty wishes 

The late night talks

The dreams we shared

 

Because all you said were empty promises from a fantasy of a believer’s wishes

The desires of a dreamer’s needs

 

 

So show me

Show what you want cause we both know I was a test, 

 

So enjoy it!

Enjoy your spell of misery! 

Enjoy the truths you want to see because sweetheart my truth 

 

My truth was and is 

You are everything to me, 

But I am nothing to you. 

So forgive me when I say 

I hate you, but love you still.