I hate myself for missing you.

I'm trying to move on
I really am
I'm trying to forget
I really am
I'm trying to decide
I really am

It's hard for me to stop thinking about you
You in my mind nonstop
I hate the fact that I can't erase each memory we had
Even the one about the shoulder pad

I'm trying to smile
I really am
I'm trying to fight
I really am
I'm trying to create
I really am

It's hard to forget what you meant to me
Although we could never agree
I feel like this will go on until I'm thirty
Drowning undersea

I'm trying to laugh
I really am
I'm trying to love
I really am
I'm trying new things
I really am

This poem is about: 
Me

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