I don't think i loved you when I first met you.

I know some people may think it it's dumb,

but I lusted for you before i loved you.

I thought you were like the rest,

Cheap and weak, 

Like a junkie looking for there next fix,

or an animal in heat.

You had this air around you of a God, 

And i was a willing worshipper of this dinity.

With each move you made, 

and each sound that came from your lips,

I was sucked deeper into your spell.

I don't think I loved you when we went on the rest of our dates.

I think i was planning on how to run actually.

I didn't want to fall for you,

Because I had before.

Looking back now, i think you knew that.

You held my hand when i pushed you away.

You made me laugh when all i want to do was cry.

You just made me feel like I could fight an army and come out unhurt.

I definitely didn't love you after ourr first fight.

You just had to be a butt.

I told you that i loved you,

and you had to just point out my past.

And I know i could have been the bigger person then,

But i couldn't.

Literally, you are taller than I am,

and also that's not my style.

So I recited yours on a stage.

And after a few weeks, 

You came back with red tulips,

because you know i hate roses.

I think I loved you after we made it a year,

We worked together,

We laugh and learned about each other.

and even though I still need a lot of work,

but you did too,

Our puzzle pieces fit the other.

i know i love you when i wrote this.

I don't know if we'll make it to three years,

Or if we'll make it to thirty,

but i don't care,

Because, right now,

i love you.