I Don't Know Who I Am
I am not my mother nor my father
I don’t know what I am or who I will be
But I know that there is only one me
No one could walk in my shoes
And no one could understand my complex mind, because as you can see
I am me
I am a scared young lady who doesn’t know where her life is heading
I am enrolling into college to pursue a career I am dreading
But no one will know what I am dealing with
No one would understand the hard decisions I am faced with
Because you aren’t me
Only I know what it feels like to be trapped in this body
In this life
In this world
To be honest I’m just a scared little girl
So this is me…or is it?
You will never know, because this is the life of me, Vivian Pollocks,
A life that I know may not be difficult but a challenge every day for me.