I Don't Know How To Say This

I don't know how to say this to you.

I don't know how to tell you that I am sorry for everything.

For damaging your relationship

When really it was never a relationship.

I don't know how to tell him that both of you are complete idiots.

You think that you are the boss of everyone

And he thinks that he is the shit.

Yet his shit still stinks,

And you still aren't any bigger and better than any other person that supports him.

 

I don't know how to say this to him.

I don't know how to tell him that I am disappointed in the events that occured.

It's disappointing on how you treat others like they owe you.

Like they are your slaves.

You are leech,

Sucking the life from other people that you used to "love."

You believe that you are the king of the world.

It's like you are a five percenter;

Believing that you are a god since you are made in His image.

I no longer worship you.

 

I don't know how to say this to them.

I don't know how to tell them to get the hell off my back

Just let me breathe.

Feeling like a bug caught in a web of family uncertainity.

Y'all say power to the people,

But still be full of shit at the same time.

Tied up in your lies,

My hope and faith decreases as the level of disppointment increases.

 

I don't know how I'm going to tell y'all this, but

Sometimes I just want to say "Fuck it

'Cause shit ain't getting any better."

But, I failed to realize that I was just blessed with something more than gold.

Something that is worth more than the three time Versace bags

That you can't depend on people to fullfill your happiness.

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