I don't Care

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94403
United States
37° 32' 5.9748" N, 122° 18' 18.2952" W

Shit happens I tell myself and move on
That basically sums up my life
It could always get worse so don't get yourself down
Life is a blessing
Every time something bad happens
I don't let it bother me
Because i don't care...
Just the other day I found out my friends have been lying to me
they actually hate me and have been talking behind my back you see
Oh yes and about a week ago I found my dad in bed with a whore
But guess I get out of doing that boring chore
I don't let it bother me because I don't care
Oh and last year my grandfather died
But who cares i barely knew the guy
I don't let it bother me because i don't care ....
But i can only keep this up for so long..
Grandpa its so hard to accept that you're gone
And Father, how could I look into your eyes
looking for love, but only see demise
And my dear friends
I trusted you and poured my heart out
But now every new friend i doubt
How can i not care?!
Life feels like hail year round
Of nails stabbing me 24/7
Believe me, this is no fairy tale
Yet a war on a smaller scale...
People fail me on the daily but still expect help?!
Why does my shoulder always have to be the one to get wet
I cry too...
But only to my pillow
at least for now
until someone shows an interest...
anyone...
no takers...?
Well Shit happens i will tell myself and just move on
That basically sums up my life
It could always get worse so don't get yourself down
Life is a blessing
Every time something bad happens i don't let it bother me
because trust me,
I don't care

Comments

MVP-Most Valuable Poet

live your life for you
take all the lies, deceit and use it as a motivation to be a better person
this is a very graphic, in-dpeth powerful poem
want to write outside of your immediate surroundings

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