I CRIED TO YOU
I Cried to You
There is a great deal of depression that has
overtaken my soul of long ago
when I lost my control over
what is right or wrong;
It was like a sad love song and the rain that
floods deep within,
I was too young to understand the ways of sin
my life was never right in my mother's eyes
no matter how hard I ever try,
I was only two when
I started crying out to you.
you touched my little heart from the start,
I would get down on my knees asking you
Please make the hurt stop;
into every inch that makes me whole
would be you Jehovah that kept my soul,
of long ago;
I would cry deep in the night asking why did
she doesn't love me
why did my father leave
me even without a word of goodbyes,
their ware no words?
of what was right in my life,
all I have known was all that was wrong
with no one in,
My life that loved me;
I almost died in my teens
my mother didn't even come to see me.
But you did that day
you had spoken in my heart
saying you love me from the start,
when your mother and father
had left you off long ago
I had never let you go,
this I put down in my book
for all to know you are mine
from along with many of my kind,
this world is so blind they cannot see what
I need them to be,
you my little one you are where
I need you to be, and let your heart sing.
Poetic Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery