It's getting worse.
I thought I was past this.
I thought I was getting better.
Why are the walls closing in again?
And the worst part is,
I can't cut my hair or pierce my nose this time.
I can't let anyone know.
I want to text someone and tell them, like,
I'm not doing too great right now."
But how the fuck do you start that conversation, you know?
"Hey, how you doing?
I can't do that.
Thank God I don't meet the people who read these.
I hate people knowing that.