I can't connect

Smile, laugh, talk.

Let them all in.

It seems like it's my twin

who lives my life and lets them in.

People can't seem to understand that I try,

but for me it's like teaching a pig to fly.

I have RD also know as reatachment disorder.

 I feel no feelings towards others,

It's hard to let them in and bring them close.

I can't heal this disease as you can see.

I want to show love,

but what if they deside,

to just walk out of my life?


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