I am Something..
I am Nothing.
Feeling worthless inside
Feeling alone and isolated
Unloved and unappreciated
I want to be heard
I do what I can to be seen
Backfire and backstabbed
Anxiety and depression are what I know
The feeling of my fingers down my throat
Grabbing the white porcelain
Tears fall to the floor
The only thing that makes me feel again
Silence
Maybe if I cry loud enough someone will hear
Someone will save me
Nothing comes out
I am alone and suffering and numb
Numb to the pain
What is the point?
A light
A light shines in my eyes
A hand touches my shoulder
Fingers wipe away the tears
I feel warmth instead of the cold
This light
This light makes me feel loved
This light keeps my fingers out
This light makes me feel again
This light helps me realize that I am not Nothing
I am Something.