I am She.

I am female.

I am more than just a female.

I am a girl of my own

Heart

Word

And mind.

I am She.

I am She Who Knows.

I know what I want to do,

How I want to do it,

And how much I want it.

I also know if I want it,

It is mine.

If I fight,

If I sweat,

If I bleed,

It is mine.

If I will it, I know it IS mine.

But it's not.

My plans got shattered.

My perfectly planned future blew away.

It hurt to have to give up.

No.

I never give up.

I only change

Because

I am She.

I was She Who Knows.

I am She Who Knows Better.

My plans have changed.

It scared me

At first.

I feared the Unknown.

I was terrified of that which is uncertain.

Now, I see.

I am She Who Wonders.

This Unknown is nothing to fear!

What is Unknown

But that which is to come to be Known?

What is Dark

But a chance at the creation of a brighter Light?

I was She Who Knows.

I wasted my life struggling to Know.

The enjoyment in life

Is not to know.

It is to Seek

To Find

To Discover.

I am She Who Wonders.