I am happy but secretly
I am happy but secretly depressed
I wonder if I will ever get better
I hear voices in my head
I see a future with him
I want to finally be happy with myself
I am happy but secretly depressed
I pretend that I'm not hurt
I feel insecure about myself
I touch his hand, hoping he'll hold it
I worry that I will never get better
I cry myself to sleep
I am happy but secretly depressed
I understand that I am a lucky girl
I say I can do the impossible
I dream I'll be emotionally strong
I try to hide my pain
I hope to have a good future
I am happy but secretly depressed.
This poem is about:
Me