I am a disaster,

But also a dream,

I am a broken hearted girl that has felt the pain and loss of losing someone.

 

I am a loser,

Last to be picked and forgotten easily,

I am a mess of hatred and love.

 

I am a daughter,

That has felt the loving hands of a mother go from loving to savage.

I am a survivor of a mother with a mental illness.

 

I am a survivor,

A car crash that took the life of one but not the other,

I have survived the mocking, shaming, and fist of my fellow peers.

I am a survivor.

 

I am more than my cute appearance,

I am a fierce spirit with the eyes of a wild beast.

I am more than I portray.

 

I am a disaster,

But also a dream,

I am a broken hearted girl that has felt the pain and loss of losing someone.

 

But mostly-

I am me.