I am the one
The one who can either change or destroy a person or myself
I am the person
The person who has been laughed at for my idea and dreams
I am the idea
I am the idea of ' if she can accomplish her dreams, as can I'
I am the dreams
I am the dreams of fantasy that can make a nightmare seem like a simple obstacle
I am the nightmare
I am the nightmare of all who wished for me to sit and wallow with no hope
I am the hope
I am the hope to the females in the back wanting to code but fear they'll be judged
I am the fear
I am the fear to the people who mock girls in technology
I am the mocked
I am the mocked by my desire to play a game
I am the mocked by my desire to leave reality for hours at a time
I am the mocked by all the people who claim my desires are because of my lack in a social world
But here is the thing
I was the social sports girl on first base
I was in the 'cool kids group'
I was ridiculed for being in 'the cool kids'
But being what I was never made me happy for me
And I am the girl who challanged every negative thought or word that has spoken to me
I am the girl
I am the girl that will prove this whole world that I can create something that will make people want to leave reality and enter fantasy
I am the girl
I will be the girl
That will forever look up in the sky with a smile on my face and say,
'What a great day to show this world that, I am the reason, my dreams still exist'