How Do you Explain...
How do you explain
Depression
To someone who has never felt
Its smothering control
Taking over your mind
And making you believe that
You’re worthless
Though you are something to
Someone probably
But depression says otherwise
And existence seems futile
Because sometimes you’re
Set off by things
That are stupid
And all of a sudden
you’retrappedinaholeandyoucan’tescapeandnothingseemsbetterthanstayingthereandnevercomingout
And death
Calls your name
But that’s as futile as all of it
Combined
Because death is inevitable
And permanent
And then there’s heaven to worry
About
Heaven is eternal
You wouldn’t want that
And anyway
You don’t want to die
You just want to stop the pain and the
Anxiety and the
Fear and the
Sadness and
Everything else.
No, you don’t want to die;
You want to
Sink quickly into oblivion
Until you no longer exist
And you can
Stop all
Feeling.