When I think of the word flawless,

I think of a beautiful woman.

Goregous hair, makeup, skinny, charismatic, flirty, confident, radiant...perfect.

I wish I was this flawless girl, and I know I'm not the only one.

I know I shouldn't think this way.

I know I shoudldn't wish to be someone I'm not.

I know I should love who I am and not want to be this stereotype. 

But this is what every girl wants, whether they admit it or not.

They want that special guy to look at them in awe, 

They want to charm anyone they meet,

They want the confidence to get what they want,

They want the good looks to go with their amazing personality.

If you look up flawless in the dictionary,

You will get, "without any blemishes or imperfections; perfect"

Am I perfect?

It's been said many time that nobody's perfect...

Then why do we use words like flawless and perfect?

I am supposed to believe that I am perfect and flawless in my own way,

But what does that mean?

Is flawless that beautiful girl I am imagining? Or me?