Some people told me hell no..
Others said don't go down that road.
Many got tired of me,
And told me leave them alone
And a few said wait until I'm ready.
But that day, that day I listened to my heart
And let my mind decieve me
I know its my fault.
Nothing will change.
The first time it happened I couldn't even think
But to think it has happened again I can't even breathe.
Terrified and vulnerable I am.
To have someone enter again, in the same way
Changed my life
I now think of myself as..
Day by day I wake up and wonder
Was it the love I thought I had
That brought me outside
Only God knows
How could I be so stupid
To think that love was in the air
Apologies were accepted
For that single moment.
Things happened fast, time and pain flew.
No one will ever understand how I feel
There's a future ahead
For one so young
Bad things happen
The Lord gives his biggest battles
To the strongest people
But I'm not strong anymore
My life has transformed
I should've just gave up
But who is idiotic enough to let go of a fantasy?
This happened because a dream lead me
To where I wasn't supposed to be
Some people said were not destined
Others said give it time
Many wouldn't even listen
And a few said when we have to wait