what are holidays to you?

most people say they are full of fun and cheer and presents and families and friends and good food.

UGH!

no they arent!

holidays are an awful time of year

holidays for you may be perfect

holidays for me are hell

family i dont know food i dont like friends i cant see presents i dont want or like

nothing about hoildays are wonderful and lovely and jolly and fun

holidays are hell

dress up look pretty act nice put a smile on

everything i am NOT!

everything i dont want to be

sit there be quiet dont speak be awkward be still smile

that horrible smile

plastered on my face

as if im actually happy to be there

at the random persons house which smells weird sounds weird is just plain weird!

i dont know you people

please leave

just let me leave

the holidays