holding on

Thu, 05/12/2016 - 14:12 -- BW289

Which way should I go?

My heart says yes, but my head says no.

Should I go up the path,

or down the road?

My hopes are high,

and then they're low.

Waiting for answers,

chasing dreams.

Nothing is how it seems.

Waiting for an enternity,

till you find your way back to me.

I'm losing hope, I have no faith.

All I can do is sit and wait.

Empty promises,

are all I see.

And the void that's looking back at me.

I keep stumblng, and reaching,

but you still aren't speaking.

My heart keeps on beating,

but everything is so misleading.

I'm getting so frustrated,

one more second, I can't take it.

So much silence, from you lately.

It's making me go crazy.

No more pretending, no more faking,

please just leave it or take it.

If it's me, then I'm mistaken,

this whole time that i've been waiting.

For answers I will never recieve, I hate it.

Nothing to hold onto, I'm breaking.

And everday i'm praying, that tommorow you'll say it.

But time goes on and I know,

that what I must do is let go.

I've waited so long for this "thing" we had to grow,

but it's whithered away like weeds amongst stones.

Time will pass, and seasons will come and go.

Seperate from eachother we'll grow old.

And I'll always hold the memory of you,

and the love, you never showed.


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