Throughout lifes seasons I have gone from a gangster, loner, drug user, finally to a christian. I have
always searched for the meaning of life. Now that I'm in college I naturally want to hang out with
everyone and have friends. I don't though. I hide behind behind this mask of being a super busy person.
It's sad because I don't have anything in common with the world. Even worse I might
get distracted and get involved into sin if I get too close to people. I always act ''chill'' but deep inside
I avoid hanging out at all cost and come up with excuse like ''been there done that bro''. Now days
inside I really want to be bold and stand up for my beleif, but, it comes with the cost of humility.
Even worse my teachers might not like me as a person and judge me and give me bad grades.
We all know its about who you know not what you know in the real world.
Its been rough these past few years but I will persevere. I need to throw off my mask and not be
ashamed of who I am and come out from behind the curtains. After all I have to share the light. "A city
that is set on a hill cannot be hidden".