As the sun comes up feelings to up chuck come again

the feeling is back the pain the hidden secret and lies i must disguise

once again, see i live another life but i can't quite break free and display the true me.

deep down i want to be free but i know i will be judged by society and my family.

i swallow down the thought of how they would label me as anything but human, but as i try to 

swallow i choke , tears began to flow because i dare not understand how those who say they love

could ever judge me . mock, criticize , and show forms of disguste towards me as if society doesn't

already do that enough, i can't help that i like what i like that my heart craves what it does

 . i pull myself together , for i have been living as a hidden 

secret for years , i have hid my love behind my fears . Fears that i can't break free from this hidden

secret burries the real me. so when you see me know i am unhappy, pained, and disappointed

that i can't be me . this hidden secret about my hidden love shall die with me.