Not a real human being
She holds back too much
She's Soo afraid of feeling
Afraid of the pleasure and the pain
It's a huge weight
This tug of war going threw her brain
And you know what's insane?
She choose this life she's living
The misery and the pain
And the joy and the laughter
And the loneliness, and also those brief moments of peace
Of realization
Awakening
Awareness
Being
Living
Free at peace
It's the life she seeks
Glimpses come and go too quickly
Thens she's trapped inside the circle once more
The web inside her mind
If she could simply find that hidden door she's been looking for...
But that door is right smack in her face
Starring right at her saying
"Dont be afraid, it's ok"