How do I feel happiness and strife at the same time?
How can I seem stressed but look fine?
Only love can bring about such feelings of conflict!
How is it my mind is light but my heart is so thick?
I have never felt such feelings towards you,
But now you're all I've ever wished to choose.
Oh, my mind gives such woe to me!
As I try to decipher you as friend or enemy.
I miss you when you're gone. You don't notice when I'm there.
I wish I didn't know you, or better yet, didn't care.
I have no courage to tell you how I really feel,
So I suppose I'll sit in misery and watch you find your ideal.
Then I shall cry and give you a reason that is fake.
For I know, deep down, you're just another heartbreak.