Before the healing process
Im not sure when I will start to heal again
But i do know that when the days feels long
the nights feel like forever
I knew it had gotten bad again
When waking up felt like unwanted job and brushing my hair was another chore
I knew it had gotten bad again
I started to see myslelf as an enemey more then a friend
the constant pain of waking up and not feeling like myself was pure pain
We wonder when things will get better
so we seek for help in many ways to "cope"
For that may be drugs or sex maybe if you are a lucky one a friend
It was the mornings the waking up with a heavy feeling
Then falling asleep with no feelings
Most of us are looking for a way to numb the pain
rather then heal from it
Healing comes with time and for some of us we have to go through the numbness
In order to find peace to seek healing