He loves me, He loves me not...

I wish I knew who I am
I've just always been his wife
His rock & friend
So who would I be without him in my life?
I miss him so much but its not what you think
I miss who I thought he was, he's still next to me.
We're trying to make it work but my loves fading away
because i cant understand why he did me this way
After seven years together, building a home
how could he stray & leave me alone?
Then within a few months love me again? This doesn't make sense your cluttering my head.
Just days ago you said our love was dead
How am I suppose to go back to life
When you said you didnt want me as a wife.
You destroyed my trust and ripped out my heart
We spent almost 4 months apart
Now you wont even talk to help me understand
Why you weren't happy with my hand
But I'm suppose to go back to the content little wife
With the loving husband and a wonderful life
I can't do that and you shouldn't expect me to
Forget everything we just went through.
This was our lives, we had grand plans
And now because of your actions I dont know who I am.

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