He.... Him
Location
He’s in my dream waiting for me
He has no face but I can hear him calling me
Serenaded by his voice I go
Into the fog that is blinding me
I can hear him call me
His voice crawls down my spine
In between my thighs
I need him
I run, my hands are my guide
To find the man of my dreams
I pause, stumble and fall
Over obstacles, stallers and users
I’m still running
Still falling
And he’s still waiting
I don’t know where he is
But I can hear him call me
His voice rings in my head
And travels into my heart
He sees the cracks, holes and bruises
He kisses them
One by one
The goo bubbles and boils
And I fall
“STOP! STOP! IT HURTS IT HURTS!” I yell in agony
He continues
I curse him for hurting me
“My Love, I am healing you. You have to hurt in order to properly heal.”
He whispered in my ear
I felt it
I felt it all
The pain, loss, tears and burden….
Lifted
He saved me
He saved me from myself
He was my knight
But before I could see who he was
He left….
He disappeared in the wind….
In my dreams
He waited for me
He had no face
But I remember him telling me
“My Love, I am healing you. You have to hurt in order to properly heal.”