Have you ever had emotions
With no words to describe them?
Thoughts in your head
That you feel could commit you?
Have you ever felt emotions
And yet, not felt emotions?
How do you describe it?

Have you ever felt full of hope
Yet hopeless?
Full of strength
Yet weak?
Desirable yet not,
Loved yet not?
How do you describe it?

It's hard to never find any words
Good enough to explain.
To describe these thoughts and feelings
Though you rack your brain.

I'm tired of being
The person I turned into.
I'm tired of feeling the fear
That I live with every day.

I'm tired of feeling unnoticed
In my tiny world of people.
Tired of feeling lonely
When I'm surrounded every day.

Is there a way to describe this?
Or am I insane?