I tried so hard not to fall for you
Or maybe I was just convincing myself I was
I guess that is exactly what screwed me over, huh?
I guess after it all, I figured I was invincible this time
It started with those stupid butterflies
You know, those beatiful creatures that are actually pretty scary up close?
And then there my eyes were betraying me each time they made contact with yours
My heart was a drum
Booming against my chest when you smiled
I am lost within your complicated games that I choose to play
I lose each time
My mind is trapped within the maze you have set up for me
Is it fun to watch me struggle to find a way out?
Let me out!
My hand is trapped within yours
Within your hand that does not care who it is attached to
Am I only a pastime you never think twice about?
I am convincing myself you mean everything- I mean nothing!- to me
You are (so not) important
I hate you
I really hate you
I hate you with all my organs!
Except the one organ that matters the most