Happy or Sad
Happy or sad
Inside or out
Is it heard, as I
Walk across the street,
The mild Humming made to
Replace my hollow throat
Is it seen when I
Face familiar faces and
My mind is slow to remember
Where the smile fits just
Right
Is it felt when space is
Empty for those who
Grasp grins in greed but
Not for me as I fill it
Is it tasted when
Harsh words spew from
Their mouths to my person
With the tang of cruelty
And the aftermath of spite
Is it smellt when I
No longer litter the ground
They walk with my lying,
Forced emotions that might be an
Imitation of their shallow emotions
But the mask isn't thick enough to
Conceal inside without
Sad with Happy.